This Seasons Grace
I am working on giving myself grace. Grace as a mother, grace as a daughter, and grace as a friend.
I am working on giving myself grace as an ex-employee, grace as a current employee, and grace as a business owner.
I am working on giving myself grace to sleep, grace to rest. With this grace I will not anxiously think over every little thing before I sleep.
I am working on giving myself grace. The grace to know that God will carry me through. Grace to know that God's grace surpasses all grace. I am working on giving myself grace. The kind of grace where I do not anxiously overthink my way my way crippling sadness. I am walking in the grace to know that I do not have to be perfect. I have the grace to receive that I am not perfect. However, I can be in perfect peace if I chose. I am working on giving myself grace which leads to the radically accept that perfect does not exist. Yet, I am still worthy.
I am working on giving myself grace to celebrate my wins. This grace allows me to receive my challenges without defining myself by them because they are present but not tomorrows future. I am working on living in grace so that I too may win the prize that I've pushed so hard for others to gain. Gracefully I keep pressing.
2. Do not judge the thoughts or feelings as they come.
3. Ask the thoughts questions?
4. Search for instances of favor even in this moment. Jot them down
5. Ponder, rest, repeat.